All I know is that it isn't you. I believe in curses and all of that stuff. I have a true curse on me. But God helps me deals with it. I don't mind at all.

And everyone has a set date of dying, I have to turn my feelings off, because if I was sad for every person I knew that has died. I would be in a depression I couldn't come out of. And that's why I'm bipolar, but in my mind, I've earned it.

Just keep faith, and everything will be fine.