I'm confused about my sexuality. I'm a girl. I've never had a boyfriend but i lost my virginity to a guy and i really enjoyed that. But i ran into a girl from school the other day, and i thought she was so hot. She was so cool and so open minded and so friendly and she was really eager to catch up. So i gave her my number. I think she thought i was gorgeous. And i felt the same way about her. I was even nervous, because we had a connection.

There's a guy that makes me so shy. He is so beautiful to look at that i don't know what to do with myself. But his sister is also hot. This confuses me. They look so similar it's not surprising that i'm attracted to her as well.

I may be gay, but i might also be bi. I wonder whether i am gay, but just won't let myself express that part of me, because it can be very taboo amongst narrow-minded or religious people.

I also dress and act quite differently. I have a mullet and a piercing in one ear, and i wear masculine pants and like to swear. (Just something i think is masculine)

Sometimes, i feel that penetrative sex is too intense. Gay sex is not neccessarily penetrative.

These are my issues. I'm still confused.

What do you think?