Thank you all for your input. Venus,i hope you're proud of my concerted effort to drop the zeros,lol. I just got into a heated discussion with my mom,bcoz she and he tend to agree with one another. I told her that her ignorance doesn't bother me,the invalidation does. I rattled off about hearing voices,racing and looping thoughts,suicidal ideation,SI, and asked her, 'do u battle with these on a daily basis? Cos if this is normal i'll stop the meds' she went quiet and then told me not to have anymore kids...