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Originally Posted by Kashia
Yes, I find here, in this place, I find people that understand. and relate.
My daily perceptions seem to have a rhythm. Sometimes unbearable, sometimes pain distant or seems like it is gone. Sometimes I have enough clarity to just go into the feeling
and if I do not add "a story line" to it, I can get to the other side- or beyond. then other times, it is so intense. it is those times when I may to talking to another- by their energy or actions- that it is beyond what they can understand or even want to be around.
And I just wondered if others feel this distance from people too. thank you for replying.
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Kashia. Yes I can relate to a point also. I have anxiety disorders and panic attacks and very few people know it. People who have not experienced this have no idea how painful it is. I had to stop working also because of this. I used to say " I would not wish it on my worst enemy".
Doctors in general do not even understand it. I think people would pull away too like I have a contagious disease. It is very frustrating and you feel so lonely ! It seems that only people who are sufferers themselves understand it very well. Others do not. Sometimes I fantasize about a machine which could induce a really bad panic attack to some people and then I think they would be a lot more understanding.