My friends don't like being around me when I'm depressed so I feel like I can't be remotely not okay when I'm around them. Hey say that they dot like that they feel like they have to "look after me" :/ and that they dint know how to act. The meal was so difficult it's awful that I can't even handle meeting all my friends! Yeah I've kept a record of it in my "mood diary" for pippa. It's the third night now, it gets really late and I'm still busy busy busy. It's like I feel like I don't need to waste time with sleeping so I end up staying up stupidly late. I think it's gotten to the point where my emotions are just so extreme that when I'm happy I struggle to cope with it because its so overwhelming and exhausting and just doesn't feel right in a sense because I've gotten so used to being all depressed. I opened up to mum a bit finally. She said she's notices that I've been much better lately since I started the Prozac - we havnt argued for a start. I just feel like I'm going crazy to be honest I never know how to calm my self down when I get so worked up and stressed. Just ahh.