I cringe inwardly with terror. God, it feels like if anyone says anything to the effect, I leap ten feet into the air and turn bright red. Subtle, much? I think it's more of a guilt thing with me rather than a sensitivity to the actual words. It feels so awkward. I definately prefer the term "self injury".
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She wishes things were different, but the wishes don't mean anything.
I am trying to hear myself think here But all I can feel is the pain.
I just want to curl up and stop my aching heart .
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