I am sorry you are going through this. I have gone through 4 pdocs in two years because I just couldn't find one who I worked with well. I have been with my current pdoc for just over a year now and I really like the relationship we are building.

When I have trouble I go to my T first because I feel more comfortable with him and sometimes during my appointment we call my pdoc together.

Anyway you shouldn't have to be going through this without professional support. I hope your t and pdoc are available soon. Do they have an emergency line?