Well, my therapist got me in to see her. Turns out after I spoke with her on the phone my psychiatrist stopped in at the office, they work in the same office. My therapist asked him if he had talked to me, she told him that I was really unstable and that if I called for help that I must be in a really bad spot because I never call for help. I've had her for almost 5 years so she knows me well.

His response to her was "yeah I got a msg, but I'll call her tomorrow maybe." She asked him why I was paying for my own medication when I have pharmacare for disability and if he needed forms to get it covered. His response was " oh yeah I do need forms, maybe you can research for me and find out." My T didn't look too happy about this. I explained to her that he had dismissed my concerns of an episode coming on at my last visit.

She sent him an email that I need a new prescription for seroquel as I am running out. I haven't heard anything back so I am assuming I will have to get it at the walkin clinic again. This is ridiculous. She did devise a plan to get me a new pdoc, but it could take 4 to 5 months to get an app. Wow this sucks. My old Pdoc was actually pretty good, maybe not so with the psychosis but everything else was great. So I guess I'm just sort of blowin' in the wind for now. Gonna have to figure this out without any med adjustments. I'm feeling a little disgusted right now.

Thanks for all your support, you guys are amazing!!! Sometimes I need told to call because I'm pretty hesitant to ask for help.

Scooterbug, Pentecostal here too, well raised pentecostal, I am not of these beliefs, my family has abandoned this sect as well. It was a heavy dose of brainwashing growing up tho.