I have thought of this quite often and have not come up with a reasonable answer for myself....maybe because its some kind of thinking error to begin with, lol. but if i am going to therapy every two weeks and seeing a pdoc every three months, how am i to ever get better? arent i just catering to this illness? im constantly feeding it, giving it attention, putting it in the forefront. it doesnt deserve my attention. it hasnt treated me very well.