(((((hugs))))))) I'm sorry you had a hard day but it's great that you're keeping busy during all this. Believe it or not, this stuff does have its place and meaning - it has value and needs to be felt by all parts. I agree with Pow - little Tree does need a place to let her feelings out, and you're helping her so much by talking about it with people who care. Feel better soon Tree..this will pass and you'll feel better for having gone through it.