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My parents have been fighting since I can remember. They don't seem to know how to disagree without it turning into a fight. My dad has horrible anger issues and he used to punch holes in the wall and doors. He hasn't done that in a while, but he has broken picture frames and he broke part of the grandfather clock recently... also, my mother seems to love to provoke arguments and kind of make things worse.
Well recently it's been nonstop and tonight my mother isn't even staying here. They apparently didn't fight as much when I was away at college... but now is a different story. I'm tired of them being unhappy and I just wish I could do something. I sort of feel like I don't help matters since they were much better when I wasn't around...
I don't think they realize that the sound of yelling a major trigger of my anxiety and not being able to do anything about it and being filled with uncertainty about if my family is going to last doesn't help either. I just feel sick about the whole thing. I don't know what to do.
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Happy Birthday to Me.
“Those who danced were thought to be quite insane by those who could not hear the music."
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