Still no word from my Pdoc yet.

I'm still not feeling like myself, I came home this morning after dropping off the kids at school, and I am still scared to go in the laundry room or upstairs. I had to go upstairs to get some things but I made it real snappy and no looking around. I almost feel scared to make any noise in the house at all.

I hope he calls cause I need my prescription renewed, but I don't want to talk to him either after having that meeting with my t yesterday and I feel like he'll know what we had said about him.

I have an app with the dietician this morning and I really don't want to go. I walk there which is an hour there, hour walk back. I don't mind usually but I don't feel like being in public, or the stress of talking to her about food right now. Or the stress of worrying about seeing things in her office. Those little people better not show up there too.

I wish I didn't have to hang out all by myself today