anika, first off your previous pdoc should have not blown you off. real or unreal you need help with it and possibly meds for the symptoms.
secondly your new pdoc needs to be informed about what's going on. he is supposed to help you even tho your last pdoc didn't. i urge you to discuss this with him. i understand your hesitancy from previous experience but why have a pdoc if you need to address what's going on? if you have no success i urge you to switch pdocs again. there are good ones and inept ones. you need to filter the bad ones out.
glad u posted and hope my comments may help u. 
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