<font color="purple">I want to share more about us and stuff that is going on with us. It is a really stressful time for us and felt that we should write about it.

First off I am a 36 year old female. I have DID with to many alters to count or name. We will all be going by this name woundedhearts. We feel more safe by using it instead of our own names. We are currently in therapy and see our therapist every other week. Which can be very stressful. We also go to a DID support group.

Our most difficult thing for us right now is our roommate. She is very irrational as well as becoming violent. She throws things and is very much out of control. We are just hoping that the months go by fast for the lease to end so that we can move out. We are on SSI, but wanting to find work with Web Page Designs. That is our dream. Well one of our dreams. *Smiles* We really don't know what to do with our roommate. We have tried discussing things with her as well as trying to find out how to break the lease. It would cost to much money and we couldn't afford it.

On top of everything, we are having memories as well as body memories that can and doesn't mean that it does go with the other memories that aren't related to the body memories. We try to be supportive and help people as much as we can. I think as well as other parts think that we are leaving ourselves out in that picture. We give more of ourselves to other people and then find ourselves lost within the muck of it all. Like our roommate for one instant. We are so lonely and don't have very many friends. None that we see on a regular basis if you want to say that. We are homebound and don't do anything except go to therapy, dr's, and to the store. Only when need to go. Also the support group. We feel so much like a hermit and feel that we are isolating ourselves more. We are so lonely, longing for someone to love us, care about us, hug us, etc. On the other hand we are so afraid of other people. Fear of being hurt. We don't have any family members. We cut them totally out of our live. Ok I think that I have rambled enough in here. Hopefully the post will go through. hehe, I think I will copy this before sending in case it don't go through. </font>