I have been in love with my t for 6 years....we have discussed it.......I went to him for a business dispute......stayed with him after it was over, because of my feelings for him.

Feelings aren't right or wrong, they just are. Unfortunately, it hasn't gotten "better"---how could it? I love someone who is unavailable and as I told my t...I certianly NEVER would have chose that or wanted that to happen...no maschocist here, Ol, LOL