This has been happening a lot with my T. Sometimes we have a good meeting and things work, then the next week it's like he totally forgets who I am. There is no continuance between weeks. Sometimes I email to keep my thoughts out there, to try to keep letting him in, and he usually answers those emails...but never remembers them during session. This week was a bad blow to me. I had to put my dog down last week, I also had a bad appt with pdoc. I emailed and asked for an extra session, he responded saying there wasn't anything available (which was fine, I understand that) He said he'd call, but never did (which is fine as well, I am well aware that I am not the center of the universe and I am sure he was busy) Then today during our regular session he didn't even remember that I was grieving my dog. I am feeling more and more like a number and not a person. I am hurting...do I have reasonable cause to be hurting? I cried when I brought up my dog...but they were tears of hurt that he didn't remember, not really tears for the dog. He didn't catch that. I don't want to be a cling on...but what is the sense of emailing if it isn't congruent to my treatment. Why bother talking on a weekly basis when what I say goes into a void and never comes back. Am I making sense? Again, I just need to know if I have cause to be upset? If I do, I will send an email that will not be remembered.