I've been feeling kind of odd lately. I've been having some mental issues and I want to figure out what's going on.
So I'm going to explain all my symptoms/ possible things related to it.
I have already been diagnosed with depression.
I have been struggling with migraines for quite some time now, about four years. It's actually the same amount of time I've struggled with depression.
I am only a teenager.
I use to take Wellbutrin daily, but I stopped out of choice. I just didn't want to be on medication.
When I was younger I'd have moments where I forgot who my family was and who I was. It was like I was looking in on my life from somebody else's perspective.
This stopped occutring and only reoccurred recently, a few months ago before I began exhibiting these strange new symptoms. It was for only half a second and I couldn't recognize my boyfriend.
I've been getting into a lot of fights with my boyfriend and that's where the symptoms really start to show.
I go insane. I yell loudly, scratch myself till I bleed, and then I proceed to tell him I hate him and horrible things.
I can't remember these situations and all I know is from what he tells me.
He tells me I seem to be splitting into three different people, who I am,
and then I think I am depression itself, and then I act like a childhood version of myself thinking I am little kid.
Beside these attacks of insanity, I am completely normal in my general life, aside from my depression. I have been doing a lot better with depression, though. I am not completely depression free but my boyfriend helps a lot. There are just moments where I lose it completely.
Can someone explain to me what this might be?
And oh, I was sexually abused around the age of 13 but I already had been displaying symptoms of depression prior to that.
And in an mri I have shown high brain activity in both lobes..
I used to have a therapist and a psychiatrist but I am no longer seeing those and I'd like to know someone's opinion.