(((WP))) I am so sorry you lost your dog. It is heartbreaking to lose a pet.
It's slow here sometimes, then all of a sudden there are many posting.
I hear the disconnection and loneliness in your post and it sounds awful. I just can't imagine someone forgetting something so big and important as the loss of a beloved pet.

Can you talk to T about all of this, about what he does and how you feel about it?