Peridot28, my friend, you are worthwhile!

i don't think t ever really got the pain i was in while dealing with the csa. there was a part of me that was very angry because he just could not understand the struggle or the pain. He could show empathy and compassion.... and he did

then, there was the other part of me that was glad t couldn't completely understand all the pain because it meant that he had never been a victim and if just one person is spared this nightmare i am glad

i hope this helps and makes some sort of sense! Please be safe
sending tons and tons of safe hugs!