There's no way I can ever do this T thing again. I will never find one that works...I actually like this guy and trust him and it still doesn't work. Here's the email I may send...let me know if it's too bossy and all about me...I don't want to seem narcissistic.

This is a hard email for me to write. I think you and I are lost in a void of some sorts. When I got emotional in session today, it wasn’t so much about my dog as it was me feeling hurt that you didn’t remember the email. I try to email so things stay congruent, but it just seems like week to week we start over and nothing is happening. I’m lost, it seems like we’re going somewhere, and you say we’ll get on something next week, but that never happens. I know I am just a number, I don’t expect you to have some perfect recall from week to week, but since I get lost so badly one of us has to keep track, or we will keep going in circles. I know that I am difficult, and I’m really sorry about that, it isn’t something I set out to be. It just feels really chaotic and all over the place right now. I’d really like to get on track and have some continuity from week to week. Please let me know how I can be clearer and more on task so I don’t keep pushing us off into this void.