i still have time untill i see my T again but today i accually seem to be calm.i have taken some time off from work and have only gone in today and yesterday to do the orders that needed to be done and then went home.by the time my T sees me again i will probibly not have anything to say.i have to go to work tomorrow and start my 10 hour days untill monday and then i get to see T.i hope the week goes smoothly.i just hope people just leave me alone.