in the interest of full disclosure, I'm going to paste the texts I sent T here. This was my knee-jerk, purely emotional reaction to her voice mail. I sent these 2 texts about a minute apart. It's funny because I thought I sent a bunch of texts, like 6 or 7, but when I (cringingly) went back to look, it was just these 2. Shew!
I hope she reads them and takes me at my word, because if she tries to charge me for missing my next session there is no way I'm paying for it.
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never called you for reassurance. Called you for support and coaching on how to get through this procedure. If you recall, you asked me yesterday to call you and tell you how it went. I'm not going to sit on this until Monday, I'm just not. if we can't talk about it before Monday, cancel my appointment, I'm done. I have so much **** going on and this is not helping. I trusted you, [T]. Again and again and again
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this hurts me. A lot. Especially after feeling yesterday like we were making headway, feeling connected. You tell me you won't drop me, then you do. I don't know how you can feel ok about that.
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