my family and I are moving into an apartment froma house. Tonight is the first night we're staying at the apartment. I am so incredibly stressed! Then you add my in-laws on top of it, some of whom are making nasty comments about me to my children and my 13 year old brother. I want to just say F you we don't want your help anymore, husband hasn't done it yet though... all of this is making me want really really bad to cut. I want to make big deep cuts. I have a box cutter from all this moving, and nobody suspects anything becase of that, but I can't keep fighting these urges!