((((((Zoo))))))
You sound so ok with walking away from this T, so strong and ready to take charge of your treatment by finding one that can better help you. Maybe you and T this have done as much as you can together, and now it's up to you and a different T to go from here...is that what it feels like? I like what you said in a previous post about, if yesterday's session turns out to be your last, that you will remember it by the good feelings you experienced. That makes for a good conclusion to this phase of the therapeutic journey (therapeutic journey? cliche phrase, I know )