((((((granite))))))

I'm glad you feel calm! That is great to hear from you. They must think you are a responsible worker if you are in charge of the department (I forgot exactly what you said) and you need to work so many hours. It's good that you could take some time off before you have to work those hours. 10 hours is a long day! Can you take breaks?

I know how it feels to miss your T but, you know, I think it's a good sign for you. It's good that you feel safe enough to want to sit with her and look out the window. Monday will come and you will be able to do that.