It sounds like you have a loss of plan? I don't know why you are in school in the first place; I went initially because everyone else was and it was expected of me and it may/may not have been the best idea for me. I made it work; almost flunked out my junior year but got through with one extra summer school semester. I wish I had had a plan of my own though, would have made it a lot easier I think. If I were suddenly confronted with being just out of high school and going to college these days, I know exactly what I'd do. But, 50-50 hindsight is like that, I'm 60 now and retired :-)