When we started I told him my biggest problem was communication...he knows it's next to impossible for me to speak, that's why I do the emails. We were supposed to do double sessions, we did that 2x then he forgot about it. We started talking about trauma a little...just basic stuff, he pushed a little too hard at one time and I was upset, so he never brought up my past again. I have sent emails saying that I want to talk about one thing or another...but it never happens. I only email once during a week (if that, sometimes not at all) and I know he reads because he responds. In the beginning he printed them and addressed stuff in session, but that was last year. Now he totally forgets they exist...even very important ones. I know he's board, I am not in crisis or anything. I took a few long breaks because of medical stuff. I wasn't going to go back, but pdoc is requiring T.