On my goodness - it sounds such an awful experience that you had in the ER, wow what a breach of trust when the nurse had assured you it would not be psych ER and then the humiliation of having to undress and have everything taken from you - I can completely understand how that must make it so very difficult for you to trust "psycho" therapy and how it would need to be a big step for you to take to go to a session, let alone build a relationship where you feel able to talk about things.

Thanks for sharing that stuff, please post some more if you are able - there are lots of good people on this site.