Thank you for the thoughts..
I was seeing a therapist, but my I lost my insurance, so now I'm not. Although I still have alot of my ATIVAN left, thats the only medication I'm on right now. It helps.. but I forget to take a pill in the day sometimes, and when that happens,, the next two or three will be HORRIBLE.
Although today is ALOT better, still not 100% better, but ALOT.