I am beginning to fill pushed out of my family. I don't have a big family as I have lost some members of my family. I know that families go through their rough patches but I don't feel part of my family anymore.
There are never any conversations that are done, I don't feel like I can turn to them if I even want to. I also feel like they hide things from me and I'm not sure if I am able to trust them.
It gets to time where I wish I am able to choose my own family like you can choose friends.