I guess that our family of origin can; in many cases, feel non-existant.It is a common occurence,which is not a soothing statement.Some of us have little or no family;unfortunately,and along the way we find that there are others whom we can place our trusts in,and share the contents of our lives with.People;in other words,who serve the roles `that we feel we need' taken.One thing which may reassure you,is the simple fact that life has 'ups and downs' or episodes which are ever-changing...so that,we can feel..."even if things are like this right now...there is always the possibility that the future....near or far...will bring a fulfillment to the ache you are now experiencing".Perhaps my statements can bring to light ....the fact that individually...you actually can "choose your family" in the sense that there is much more than 'blood-line' where-in the feelings and pleasures of having a "family" can be sought .....and happily....found as well.Peace to your spirit....WO.olfy.