im from the uk, so here it is very different, i cannot talk to my mum about any of this as i have tried and she wont listen, getting counselling would be extremely hard to do because unless i am at risk to myself or others nothing will be done, so really i am alone in this i can only count on myself to change it but i cant
i know im young to be worried about a boyfriend but he is my bestfriend too, hes the only one i talk to about all this and when hes gone i really wont have anyone