I hate this no one trusts me or believes me. Nothing I ever say or do is right. People treat me like a little kid but then want me to act like I'm older than I am. My friend's don't believe I care about them no matter what I do. It's midnight and I'm wondering if I have just lost a friend who means the world to me it's my fault he's gone I don't even know what I did. I want out I want to go somewhere where no one else is and just stay there forever. All I ever do is hurt those people around me I don't know what to do.