Well in a odd twist of events and fate, Social Services decided to put me into mandatory therapy. However I'm forced to pay for it out of pocket or I lose my son pretty much. Which doesn't help with my stress level, however I can possibly find some help there as well as here. 12 weeks, of group therapy and who knows how many 1on1 therapy starting at the beginning of July. I have no clue how I'm actually going to afford it seeing as health care is expensive; and there's no such thing as "free" anything where I'm from. This town believe in taking any dollar they can.