(((Anika)))
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Ok after spending the whole day in a deep " I want to kill myself " mood, I don't know what the hell is going on any more.
I'm mixed for three weeks, I'm manic for a week, I'm mixed for a day,then depressed, manic for a few days, then mixed, now very depressed for 9 hours, now back up...
I have never experienced this before, I have no clue what is going on. My pdoc as stated above is not interested in being a pdoc.
I'm really starting to question the seroquel. And I have to figure this out on my own. I'm thinking stop the seroquel and see what happens. I know I'm not supposed to do that, but I can't think of anything else. I can't take this anymore, I've been functioning a minimal level for almost a month.
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This sounds like rapid cycling to me, and it can be very dangerous, especially with the mixed states and serious depressions. And you were having symptoms of psychosis as well. Please don't try to handle this yourself. Stopping the Seroquel could have disastrous results. Go to the ER.
I repeat: GO TO THE ER.
Even if you're not actively suicidal (which it sounds like you were earlier today?), they should be able to help you. Print out your posts from here if you're not sure what to tell them. Don't let this go another night. Please. Go to the ER.