Hhmmm....that can be taken two ways. Do I hate to look at my physical self? From the neck down I do. Do I hate to look within myself? That would be a definite yes. I would rather focus on other people and not on myself.

This is something we are working on in therapy. Why can't I take care of Squiggle? Why do I care more about others than I do for myself? It just comes naturally to me. To put others' needs before mine.

I cannot imagine myself really asking anyone to do something for me. I just cannot do it!