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Old Jun 15, 2011, 10:54 PM
MrSigmund77 MrSigmund77 is offline
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For me my religion/spirituality run hand-in-hand with my mood. When I am depressed I am completely atheist and need evidence for everything such as Jesus, the Holy Spirit, and "God". I am the ultimate realist. This leads me to being even more depressed since I find it hard to see a point in life as an atheist.
But on the opposite end of the spectrum when I enter into an hypo-manic/manic phase I become extremely spiritual, needing no evidence to believe all kinds of things. I become extremely interested in "God" and why I am here on this earth. During these times I do not believe that God created the universe. I believe that God IS the universe.
I just wish my religious views would stay constant and not change right along with my moods so I could find something to have consistent hope in.