I feel like such a failure right now. I have been going to a prominent university for science for the past three years, though for the past two I have been taking my classes part time so that I can work as well to pay for my apartment and to feed myself. It hasn't been going very well with very few of my finals marks being above 55% with the exception of the courses I've taken outside my program. Since I have had such low marks since I entered university I was sent an e-mail today saying that unless I can give evidence of extenuating circumstances I have to take a year off school.

I did so well in highschool. I graduated with an average of 89% in my final year. I knew what I wanted to do. How did I mess it all up? I don't want to blame it all on depression, that seems like such a weak answer, like I'm not owning up to my own stupid mistakes. I just feel so low. I had such a bright future and I ****ed it all up. Pardon the language.