I’ve only had one slip up (a day ago), which for me is pretty good, it’s better than I thought it would be. I think the thing that has really helped me the most was giving my blades to my best friend. Not having them around has really changed my attitude toward SI. It has been amazing having such a good friend to help me through urges, she has really been my support through all of this.

I’m starting to learn that slip ups are just part of the process, I don’t think too much about them anymore (I don’t over analyze, although I do try to figure out why the slip up occurred and why I couldn’t handle what was going on it at the time)

Oh well, the count has to start over, but my hopes and goals remain high. C’est la vie right?!