Hi Taonuviel,

sorry to hear that things are not feeling great right now - I could so sit with you in a:

place under a sprawling, beautiful tree on soft green grass without bugs/arachnids (butterflies would be ok) and with the warm sun shining from a blue sky with spotty big, fluffy white clouds and a gentle breeze to just sleep in... and rest in... until I feel better... and birds tweeting contentedly nearby but never pooping on me of course... oh and a cool spring bubbling over smooth rocks with that wonderful sound such water movement makes... and a basset hound to enjoy it all with me. That sounds heavenly... literally what my design of heaven would probably look a lot like...

Although it would be a smooth coated retriever for me - my Grandmother's friend had a Basset Hound called Jeeves and he was such a lovely dog, such a deep bark.

I guess in these darker places, we have to hold on to the fact that they do pass in time. Thinking of you.