I studied Hamlet this past semester in college and felt a connection to him. I actually had trouble learning the important stuff about the play because I just kept concentrating on how I felt so bad for him.

I am so sorry that you are feeling so sad and lonely. I know that that is a very hard situation to be in. lots of ((hugs)) and I hope you are able to find some comfort.

Your idea of heaven sounds lovely but I hope you are able to find parts of it here on earth.