Estee ((((((( HUGS ))))))) - hang in there....

Please do not be so hard on your self, for at times, NO WORK can be a blessing in disguise - I do not work for I am unable to face the world and the people in it and I have been able to come to terms with this by telling myself.... I do not work for it would literally kill me, my inner thoughts / feeling would haunt me to death, therefore, I am doing my family a big favor by keeping myself safe from harm - until I can cope.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -