My dearest Kimmy Dawn....I can almost feel the anxiety and pain that you felt when it was first announced to you that your T would be leaving. As you know me through PM's, I am extremely close w/ my T and I fear one day that I will get the same news. So, I honestly feel for you.
I know how much work you have put into your healing process.
It is my prayer/wish/desire for you that during the next few months you can transition from your current T to a new one who you will feel you can trust and work with.