thank you mtd. and rhapsody and everyone else. lately it feels like dignity is the one thing i dont seem to have, or pride. i've been doing a lot of begging lately, for help, support, understanding. it means a lot to me that none of you have judged me for that. here at home, in my offline life, there is so much judgment and pressure and criticism. i want to be here for all of you as you have been here for me. its been a very tough and lonely time, and knowing that youre willing to listen has helped me get through the day. its the hug, the hand to hold, that i dont have physically, but feel when i step into this place, where everyone cares and shows it. youre all in my prayers as well. . .i pray for all of us to find happiness and healing, and to not give up hope.