I'm confused, I'm sad, I'm lonely. I was supposed to have a date tonight with a guy I really like and he didn't even bother to call. We've gone out before and he said he wanted to date. I just don't know what to think. I'm so confused because I don't get excited about anything anymore. Maybe the lack of enthusiasm on my part is why I'm having so much trouble dating lately. I bounce between wanting to have someone and not caring. Is that me being depressed? Will there ever be someone for me? Sorry, I think I'm just rambling in an effort to feel something...anything.