Mkfslb, AWWW!! That is awesome that you have found a wonderful lasting beautiful relationship!! So happy to hear that, thank you sooo much dragonfly!!, im educating mysellf on bipolar and learning as much as i can to support him, i love him so much as a friend and as more, im hoping we have our chance, he is sorta the same with he would say things like you can do so much better, you should move on, etc, try to push me away but i dont let him, Im in it for the long haul, right now hes struggling so im doing what i can for him, hard to explain, but every pt of me just loves him, ya knowwhen you just know in your soul that a person is the person for you..He just gets me, if that makes sense lol. Now i just have to make him believe it