I have been dealing with something huge in T and group T. My sister has been off and on with the father of her baby. She has two older boys from a previous relationship. She has let the father of her baby abuse her and all 3 of the boys. I found out about it last night. He actually hit them and left marks!!!

I am furious. No one else in my family wants to deal with this, just like when I was abused as a kid. I am standing up for the boys. I will NOT let them be hurt anymore. If he comes back I am going to call CPS. Which is huge because no one in my family will want to talk to me after I do that. But I don't care, I love those boys and will protect them with my dying breath.

Today I talked about it in group T and I got a lot of support from group T and everyone that goes there. It felt good to know that there are other people out there that understand what I will do and am doing. I also talked about it with my one on one T. She is behind me a 100%. She told me if it gets down to it, and I need her to, she will make the call for me. But that she thinks I am strong enough to make the call on my own.

So I am working on getting my sister some therapy and my T is helping with that too. She is giving me referrals for my sis. I feel good and strong, scared, sad, and weak all at once. It is something else I have to talk about on Tues when I see T again. I am feeling for my T