My Support Forums - View Single Post - Really just need some advice & someone to talk to:/

dolle9 · Jun 17, 2011, 02:58 AM

THIS POST IS A COMPLETE CONTRADICTION TO THE LAST TWO-

Soo I finally found a job. Still trying to get another but I like this one a lot. My mom started talking to me again a few days ago and me and her just had a looong talk. [argued a lot] But we cleared a lot of things up. She thinks I'm depressed and I'm feeling insecure about myself and that's why I'm stuck and haven't done much for myself. She feels I've changed and I put up a wall for everyone and now I just give everybody attitude and I don't talk to anyone. I told her it's probably because of the way things have been between my family and I and she said I was right. She apologized and said that they aren't against me, they were just worried because it was like I changed so much over night. Now she's offering to help me more & tomorrow I'm going to get my license. [YES, I'm 19 without a license. Never really cared to get it idk why.] And she wants to take me to see a counselor so that I can clear my head. She didn't know what happened between my brother and sister and I, and I told her, and she said that she's going to help me get my life back to normal with myself and my family. Idk what happened to her and what made her change but it seems like she's finally understanding me although she still won't accept my bf [I knew she wouldn't anyway- doesn't change a thing for me]. But yeah things seem like their turning around. I'm feeling a lot happier with my self right now. Still planning on moving out and all but I feel like I'm not as rushed. Like I can do the things I have to do first to make things turn out right. It's kind of relieving. I've even been going out with my bf and coming home without getting yelled at or getting in a fight. She even hugged me for the first time in a long time. She told me she loved me it was crazy how good that felt to hear. I didn't realize how much I miss my family. Things weren't always so bad. I actually did get along with everybody not too long ago. And today with my mom things seem good

I just want to say that I really appreciate this site. Even though I'm not on so much. It's like relieving to have somewhere to write about you're problems, or how things are clearing up and then see other people are going through the same things and you really aren't the only one. And then maybe give hope to others that things will turn around for them too. Excuse my.... cheesy-ness but yeah just felt like sharing that.