i just was writing in my journal about how much my T is gone on mondays and looked at the calendar to see the forth is on a monday.WOW what a F#$%ing surprise. i am just so tired of her not being thare.why bother i think i am done and i will spend the next two sessions trying to tell her this .i just cant seem to build any trust.i dont see her enough at all.her time away from me seems much more important.