Aw that doesn't sound good. Hope everything goes okay!
Yeah, I guess I've just gotten used to seeing her every week or 2 weeks so I'm hoping that I don't get too bad in that time so it's all okay. I understand why I worried my parents, I feel guilty now because mum told me she didn't sleep at all that night because she kept worrying that ideas going to do something stupid which makes me guilty. She says she trusts me though so if I promise I won't she believes me... ah!
I've been majorly up and down its driving me insane but I don't think it's as bad as it was before.
Sounds like a crazy weekend -- if you need to talk ever I'm here remember!!
La la la. Jess xx